First one? Many more to go...decided to start writing a blog after reading a friends. So i can finally stop writing to myself on my phone, in the draft section at night. Then fcuking keep re-reading it over and over again till i fall asleep. Then delete it first thing when i wake up for school. Sad? Yes i know. Okay down to business, not hearing her voice or reading anything she sends kills me. Been like that the past few days, getting worried? YES. Had the balls to chat online with her and ask whats been up lately. Got a response i didnt really want to hear. Wouldnt any decent person at least send one of those goodmorning txts, those hello I.M's, those 1 minute phone calls saying i miss you. So tired of waiting for her...I may be tripping but its who i am i guess. Im a tripper. Need to chill out, but its hard.
Nothing left to do but assume the worst.....wait.....then prepare for the worst....
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